Frozen in place.

I'm stuck. I can make a million excuses as to why I am stuck but they will in the end be excuses and not the reason.

I'm terrified. I am terrified to stir up old feelings and to change things that have made me feel safe for 13 years. I know you are curious why.

I'm broken... I can't think of doing anything on my own interacting with people other than my friends and family.

I'm broken but I am trying to fix thing.

I need tape and glue. A whole lot of glue!